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DRIVING LESSONS

9/21/2012

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Roses my six-year old picked for me, giving me the best driving lesson of all.
The trickiest moment for me each day is pulling into my garage. Due to some optic issues (three eye surgeries as a child) I have no depth perception. Both sides of the garage seem to be closing in on me, or maybe they’re really far away – impossible to say. After nine years of driving my old car, I’d figured out the angle to head in, the timing of turning my wheel, the exact second to rotate the steering wheel counterclockwise to straighten out. But my trusty Mazda finally gave up, and I got a new one.

After enjoying all the fun new gadgets of a new car for four weeks (like heated seats on a chilly morning and being able to stream all my favorite tunes from my iPod through my speakers) I heard the noise - the sickening, shrill scraping, sound of metal on wood. I felt the pressure of the car against the frame of the garage as if it were pushing directly into my chest. And in this instant I was frozen, but I couldn’t stay there. I could not leave the car half in and half out.

How often in life do I get stuck – halfway between happy and sad, between starting and finishing, between resentment and forgiveness, between selfishness and selflessness, between letting go and holding on, between doing it for my good or for the good of God’s kingdom? Frozen in place, afraid to move forward or back.

If I pulled out, my car would scratch and smash its way out of its predicament. If I pulled forward I would scrape and bang my way in. Either way was guaranteed to cause even more damage. Yet I was forced to move.

Sometimes moving can be more intimidating than getting stuck.

I pulled the car the rest of the way into the garage, cringing as the wood continued to gouge my car’s side. Once in park, my kiddos jumped out to play in the yard, and I disembarked to assess the damage. Thick white streaks of garage paint scarred the black shiny veneer of my new vehicle. But I was safe. My kids were safe. The car still ran. And, I was no longer stuck.

While I was examining the scratches, my six-year old son came running to my side. He held three spectacular ruby red roses, sweet and fragrant. “These are for you, Mama.” He smiled.

Most of my life I’m driving along, happy, busy, content. But, when I’m wedged halfway between where I was and where I’m supposed to go, do I put 100% of my faith in Him? Am I willing to grind a little more, scrape my sides, take another gouge or two, sacrifice some time or comfort or success to get out of life’s traps?

If I come out of a mess with a few scars, isn’t that okay? Isn’t the important thing that I come out holding God’s hand?

Pulling my son close and feeling his warm little body in mine, I remembered what truly matters. Not cars. Not my ability to park or drive, not my determination to do things my way, to stay where I’m comfortable or to cave into the in-between.

When the going gets tough, sometimes it takes a few more scratches to come out of that tight spot. But once out, there is safety and peace and beauty and love. These lyrics from Holly Starr’s song, “My Cry” are the perfect prayer in these moments. “I will not stay here anymore. I’m not the way I was before. I need your strength. I need your help, Oh Lord.”

What do you need to grind out today to pull through the place where you’re stuck?

3 Comments
Beth Steury
9/24/2012 06:28:44 am

FABULOUS post, Laura! How often we find ourselves in those in-between places that make us want to cry, scream or just give up! Thanks for the great visual!

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Laura Smith link
9/24/2012 08:22:00 am

Thanks, Beth :D. It's scary how comfortable we get in those stuck places too. I think of Winnie the Pooh when he ate too much at Rabbit's house and his friends were trying to push him out of Rabbit's hole - he was half in and half out and had to wait until his tummy shrunk to get out. Praying you're moving forward in wonderful directions wherever you are on the journey. Peace

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Kate
3/28/2013 10:07:26 pm

It was a fantastic result of which am sure,mum, dad & Fiona are very proud off. Safe driving and remember to wave :-)
Reference: http://www.arenaschoolofmotoring.com/

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